I kinda miss the days when i could say "in the end.. it doesnt really matter"
I think i just realised how much more effort i need to be putting in.

Im missing people.

i'm losing grip of the goal.
hence, to grab hold of it again.
99

"You never talk about what you like. It's bizarre."

before this post, i had 69 posts. ha ha ha ha ha. do u like my sense of humour?
yeah, my life has become so dull that i dont have anything better to write =.=..
except that i love VW.
and i cant wait coz i wana see what present u've prepared for me. I dont even know what it is, but it is already the best present i've ever got.

valentine's day was spent.. sleeping and doing work
wow that's a great story vic, tell it again

i'll tell u another story.

this week all these feelings of the void-ness (if thats a word) in my personailty and life are coming back.
like being an antisocial fuck
not knowing what i wana do
not knowing what i like
living such a dull life
even at home everything becomes so dull, especially in contrast to when i was back home in malaysia.
but at least yesterday, it was pretty eventful. i went on the roof of my house. :)

i have 3 best friends. all of them are sociable, determined, strong, fun people.
but why am I not like that?

yea vanessa this is what u get when u ask me to post.

february
march
april
may
june
july
august
september
october
november

2 weeks and its already dull. 10 months.. sigh
and now i dont even have an iphone to keep me entertained
and if i do anything other than study i feel a little guilty

i have a feeling i wont reach 99 :'(

i dont have anything else to say.

i will update after my abortion