"you are the son every parent wants"
yeah i try to be.
but i dont see what the fucking point is now if being the son every parent wants still cant get their fucking trust.
IF IM NOT THAT TRUSTWORTHY, IF I CANT BE INDEPENDANT, WHY CAN YOU TRUST ME BY MYSELF HERE THEN?
fucking bullshit.
you think im like other kids dont you? i've probably taken some drugs, tried smoking, tried all kinds of alcohol, wagged from school, and all kinds of crazy shit. YOU mightve done it when you were younger, YOU might've been the immature child.
but i'm not.
and it seems like you wont ever fucking understand that. WHAT MORE CAN I DO?
we teach bryan that if he wants our permission to let him do stuff, he will have to gain our trust first.
I HAVE, but you're not playing by the fucking rules. in your mind, im not victor wong. i'm like all the other kids you see in movies, on tv. open your fucking eyes. seriously. and dont blame anything else when it's your own inability to see that.
while im on that. you make it sound like you know me, and you suggest that i do this or that course. BUT THATS ONLY BECAUSE YOU NEVER GOT TO DO IT, NOT WHAT'S SUITABLE FOR ME.
you're always expecting me to be the perfect image that you never got to be. probably not even now, because whatever you want me to be, I DONT SEE IT IN YOU. you tell me to be more social, but its not like you can do any fucking better yourself.
I've said before, and lots of times, that i hate fucking hypocrits.
we all are from time to time
but you dont realise it at all
i really dont see the point anymore. if whatever i do, im still "that kid".. then i might as well not go out of my way to try to change it, coz it never fucking will.
rant over.
5:40 PM
