i hate it when you fucking make assumptions
and you fuckjing misunderstand
but i dont bother to correct it because it wont make things any better

i feel so betrayed

if only you knew me better.
im not an object, or something like an invesment. i actually have my own character, if only you fucking knew.

sometimes i wonder, in ur eyes, am i any diff to the other 2? hmm probably the answer si a fucking yes.
sucks to be me sometimes.

so much shit going on.. never ends.


so much responsibilities as well.. feels like there are no actual 'breaks' now.. it seems that 'break' now would mean 'less time for your other work'..

now that i think of it.. im regretting for stuff i didnt but couldve done..

ah well.. life goes on.. and even by writing this im wasting precious minutes i can use to study for the 4 tests on friday.